No direction, no conviction.

#12 I hate being the one who can't understand.

Facebook.

1. Allows me to talk to best friend who is right now, all the way in Australia.

2 Allows me to play games when I'm alone, like now.

3. Allows me to get pictures of myself & make sure the ugly ones aren't posted anywhere without me stopping it.

It's not that bad, I guess.

I'm a Robot. What are you?

Sunday evenings are extremely tiring. I do so little every week & yet, I always come home feeling sick as ever. Ironically, the feeling only happens on the first day of the week. I have no idea why life is being ever so encouraging every week. Seriously, veerry encouraging. Ah, well.

Btw, I haven't taken off my bottom braces yet. Though, the dentist did say that I'd be taking them off next month. So by the beginning of next year, I'll be braces free! :D

I wonder how the SPM candidates are doing. I wish all of you the best of luck (A little too late but it's the thought that counts, right?) Good news, your BM paper is over. History too. I look forward to seeing if you guys can beat my sister's year. 365 days (More or less) till it's our turn. & As I watch my sister go through the horror that is A levels, I've come to a conclusion that to every person who takes an exam (Major or not), it's still a big thing to them & no matter what, we were all scared shitless at some point. When it's done with, you'll just say it's nothing, regret your blood, sweat & tears & well, do what everyone else did before you. Move on with the cycle of life. Sad, no?

I wish the world were a cuboid & not a sphere. Life would be more fun that way. I'd sail to the ends of the Earth & see if I fall down. Most importantly, where will I land? In that, the world might be spherical but I'm beginning to think life itself is square. My life, at least. Not in a sense that it's boring (Although, it might be boring to you.) In a sense that, it's all about falling down, where you end up landing & how you plan to get back to where you were. That sort of thing.

Mel's stomach : Must. Eat. Must. Eat. Must. EAAAAAAAAAT.

Radio : *Plays an Akon song* You're so beaautifuuull. So damn beautiifuul.

Mel's thoughts : Must. Change. Channel. Must. Change. CHANNEL.

Add maths tuition tomorrow. Alone :(

Because best friend has gone to Australia.

I am missing you, best friend! Come back on that TwinJet thing safely & quickly.

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Today : Went to Pavi. Bought a black long sleeved T-shirt.

I am a Robot looking for a flower.

2009.

Is not over yet.

So I'll save the end year post for another day.

End of days.

& by tomorrow, it'll all be over.

Thank God.

Holidays, here I come! x]

Must. Exercise. Till. Healthy.

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God bless my not-so comforting sister. But still.

THANK GOD.

#11

Even if I get good grades in exams, it doesn't mean I'm obsessed about my studies or worried about my CGPA. I know my limits.

Highway.

I'd run across the highway,

When millions of speeding cars pass me by.

I'd run with traffic,

To feel everything like someone normal would.

I'd run against traffic,

& Come out alive.

All, just to prove you wrong.